Disco Meditations 3

So before you do an Ayuasca ceremony you are supposed to reflect on your intentions for your conversation with the plant. An official Statement was required for the back of the Medical Form that you have to fill out to free the organizers of the responsibility over your healing-trip.

My official statement was somewhat shortened to make it easy on Kathi, but after leafing thru 

mountains of notes that I'd made during various nights of uninhibited drug and alcohol fueled soul searching I was not able to narrow it down more that to these 8 Statements-

1. Need to make my choices and move into my fishbowl.

2. Gotta stop drinking cuz I can't afford the brain damage,

gotta stop thinking, cuz no one is to blame, damn it.

3.Want to tap into the pleasure pathway with my

 dopaminergic auto-acoustic reflexes.

4. Want to dare to do the new, that's when I grow.

5. like to work on the sexiest, dirtiest, sweetest, honestest ( !),

steampunkest, musically diversest collection of sound I can come up with

without using a single cussword ( Andy won't master it otherwise ;-0)

6.Old School new School we all gotta learn more,

burn baby burn like a disco inferno.

7.want to overcome addictive habituation, resolve accumulated burdens and become an active participant in joyful life, drinking that endless river in one single gulp. ( from I ching)

8.They got suicide bombers, bailouts and tax hikes,

we with the Baker's the cookers, the makers, the homesteaders and track bikes.

Stay tuned for an actual account of  my night of 'purging' with the plant and how it all started to make sense the next day.