Saturday, June 20, 2009

Ayuasca update

Let me sum up the whole Ayuasca story with a couple of examples that I have used to try to explain the way the medicine worked on me, one is kinda technical. Doing an
Ayuasca ceremonny is a little bit like cleaning up you harddrive on the system level,
emptyiong the caches and throwing out the trash etc. You have a chance to sort out
your documents folder and get rid of duplicates. Of course if your system is seriously corrupted, it might take a few cleanings and maybe some extra maintenance to get rid of
whatever cookies you have eaten that slow down your startup time now.
Sounds like a sales pitch? Well kinda. Off course it also impies that if your system is running fine and you are happy with your drive’s performance, you might be able to skip the puking and the backrub.
But eventually you always want to upgrade your System.

Example number two is a bit more earthy: imagine your mind and your ego as two little kids who have been locked up in a room for a long time. Ego is beating up on Mind and of course Ego always wins, because whenever Mind is threatening to win, Ego is changin the rules.
If that does not work Ego, just takes a baseballbat to beat Mind into submission.
Then the benevolent Mother Earth enters, wearing a Ayuasca outfit with feathers and
rattling bells and whistles. She says: “children, why did you stop playing?”
And they start blaming each other and crying and so on and ego suddenly realizes that
if it won’t let mind win sometimes, there is no games to be played that would be fun if the same ‘person’ always wins.
Exept maybe kickboxing.

For a little while after Mother Earth walks out, Mind and ego are able to play quietly and friendly again, until they resume their childish dance, a never ending blind Mazurka peformed at the speed of whirling sufi dervishes.
MMhh, yes, I am talking about my personal experience doing Ayuasca here, this
ia a subjective account of a hallucinogenic healing experience, not of a exotic drug trip or
some kind of esoteric rave party. U dig?

1 comment:

  1. Anonymous12:50 AM

    do not let the ego obsess with failure all the times, sometime just do it

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